10/25/2016

Admission (El ingreso - translated)

Admission

-         Read it to me please.
-         Yes, of course. – and the angel began to read.
“Woman. Age 37. Long, black hair. No children. No family. 
  Cause of death: Drowned in the pool behind her home.”
-         You forgot to mention the name. I can’t type the report if I don’t have the name.
-        Yes, ma’am. I apologize.

She nodded her head in acceptance and the new angel began to read the full name listed on the admittance form.

When she heard her own name being read aloud, the woman, still wet and cold, realized that they had been speaking about her. Confused and scared, she began to think – “drowned?” She looked at her aqua green dress, wet and dirty, then looked around and realized that she didn’t know where she was. 

The light had temporarily blinded her for the first few moments of consciousness in this strange place.

She couldn’t really see anything.

Everything seemed to be made of pure light.

The walls were so bright that they barely seemed present. She began to realize that, although she was sitting, she couldn’t actually feel the chair beneath her, nor distinguish its shape.

The two continued to speak behind her, behind the imperceptible wall. She closed her eyes, tired of observing the unobservable, and began to listen to them speak. Their voices were soft and clear, but…

            “Drowned.”

                        “Drowned.”

                                    “Drowned.”

                                                was all she could hear.

How could I have drowned? I am a terrific swimmer! I won many championships in my career! How? But how…?

Suddenly and violently, the memory invaded her mind, and she remembered.

The night was cold and miserable, and she had been alone in her home as usual. In an instant, before she herself could realize it, she was already in the water.

She didn’t leave a note; there was no one to read it.

She didn’t call for any help; the decision was definitive.

She was carrying a heavy stone from her lawn in her arms and slowly she walked toward the deep end of the pool. Each step made with conviction and without any doubt.

The only moment that she doubted her decision, was when her own lungs provoked an instinctive reaction of survival in her body.

But she was calm, so tranquil that in her final moments of consciousness, in the complete silence, she watched the grace and elegance of the air bubbles escaping from her mouth. There was so much beauty in the trapped air, with their refractive colors and perfect symmetry, that, just like the overwhelming beauty that surrounded her in the world, she lost the will to live in a world with such unbearable perfection and no one to share it with.

-         We cannot admit her at this time.

She returned to the present,
an un-present, present. 

-         Tell her the outcome. Take her to her room, and tell her to try to rest in peace, the wait is an eternity. 

10/24/2016

Windows

WINDOW
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As she sat in her office, her eyes fixated on the code on the computer screen, notebook ++ glaring at her, the error message cancelled, her body was present, but her soul had travelled to your house, your new dining room window.

She was staring through the glass, watching you have dinner with your wife, a smile escaped and slipped through the windowpane and entered the conversation air. She was happy to see you happy, but tormented by her own loss. As the smile touched your cheek, you looked out into the darkness, not knowing why. She felt your stare on her soul, you looked at the vacant night air outside, through her, to the oak trees behind her. Your wife asked you if you’d been listening, but saw your empty and confused stare, and asked instead if you were alright. You ran to the window and threw it open, you knew she was there. But only the brisk air now brushed your cheeks and there was no trace of anyone. As you shut the window, her soul’s reflection shined brightly, her code reappeared and the warning message flashed. She could no longer see through your window.
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WINDOW 
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She sat back down at the table with her wife, but couldn't shake your presence on her cheek, she knew you'd been there. And now, her soul escaped the dinner scene, frantically searching for a glimpse of you, in any window. 
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The original format for the story. 

10/23/2016

El ingreso

-        – Me lo dictas, por favor.
-        – Sí señora, sin problema. – y el ángel lo leyó.

“Mujer. 37 años. Cabello negro y largo. Sin hijos. Sin familia. Se ahogó en una piscina privada detrás de su casa.”

-       – Olvidaste mencionar su nombre. No puedo escribir el informe sin su nombre.
-      –   Sí señora, discúlpeme.

Con su cabeza le indicó que continuara y el nuevo ángel empezó a leer el nombre completo que estaba en el formulario de ingreso.

Al escuchar su propio nombre, la mujer, todavía mojada y fría, se enteró de que ellos hablaban de ella. Confusa y miedosa empezó a pensar. “¿se ahogó?” Ella miró a su vestido verde agua, mojado y sucio. Miró a su alrededor y se dio cuenta de que no sabía dónde estaba. La luz le había dejado ciega en los primeros momentos de consciencia en ese lugar ajeno.

No veía nada realmente.

Todo le parecía pura luz.

Las paredes eran tan brillantes que parecían no estar presentes. Se dio cuenta también de que, aunque estaba sentada, no tenía la sensación de la silla, y cuando la miró, tampoco podía distinguir la forma de ella.

Los dos continuaron hablando detrás de ella, detrás de una pared imperceptible y ella cerró sus ojos, ya cansada de observar lo inobservable y se puso a escucharlos.

Pero…
            «Se ahogó.»

            «Se ahogó.»

«Se ahogó.»
                        era la única cosa que ella podía escuchar.

¿Cómo que me ahogué? ¡Pero si soy buena nadadora! ¡Pero si gané tres medallas olímpicas en mi carrera! ¿Cómo…? ¿Pero cómo…?

De repente, todo volvió a su mente y ella se acordó.

Esa noche hizo un frío insoportable, y ella había estado sola en su casa. En un momento, antes de darse cuenta, ya estaba dentro del agua.

No escribió una carta; no había nadie para leerla.

No llamó a ningún servicio; la decisión era definitiva.

Llevó una roca pesada de su jardín en sus manos y descendió al otro lado de la piscina, lenta, pero con intención y sin duda.

El único momento en que dudó fue cuando los pulmones provocaron en su cuerpo una reacción instintiva de salvación.

Pero ella estaba quieta, tan tranquila que en su último momento de consciencia, en el silencio total del mundo, observó la hermosura de las burbujas que escaparon de su boca. Tanta belleza en el aire atrapada por el agua, los colores refractivos dentro de ellas, e igual que la belleza tan presente en el mundo, le hizo perder las ganas de vivir en un mundo con tanta perfección insoportable sin tener con quien compartirla.

-        – No podemos admitirla en este momento.

Se volvió a su presente,
            un presente no presente.

-        – Díselo a ella. Llévala a su cuarto y dile que intente descansar en paz, que la espera es una eternidad.